worried....

About work. I'm on an "irregular on call" contract. So, I have no guarantee about hours (although the scheduler does her best; she also has to make sure all the full time people get their hours). Next week I'm scheduled 2 days. The week following (Victoria Day week), ONE DAY.

Holy shit. I hope my boss approves my expenses from my London training, because that's basically the amount of one paycheque. And apparently I'll need it just to stay afloat. Hopefully I'll get some more transcripts over the next weeks too.

Talked to my supervisor yesterday, and there's still no decision made about the job I had the interview for. I also got contacted for a full time position in Guelph (about the same distance as Kitchener from me, plus free parking). I asked him if he could give me any feedback, and he said I did well, there was nothing he could tell me to improve on. So, I guess for the Guelph interview I'll just do the same thing. And REALLY REALLY hope I get it.

Arg, just stressed. My bills are huge. I've been living off credit the last 10 days. It sucks. My dad is always asking me if I'm making enough. I say yes because, what can I say? I know he'd offer to help, but he's retired, he can't really afford it. Plus I already owe him money. So I just have to struggle along.

Thanks for listening to me vent. Where's my sugar daddy!?